Opining (absent faith)
on the merits of a myth,
I cried before my child
on the theme of Simple Gifts.
Too old to dance, I think,
there are two Shakers left alive,
too old to dance, I think,
and tired tears are in my eyes;
I stayed up half the night
and half is never quite enough
and now I'm living daily
on the wrong side of the dawn
but not receiving orbs
from God or singing blessed songs.
I am not living simply,
I am not living free.
I am turning,
turning turning round,
and not yet rounding right,
I have no faith I am not old
and wise or young and wise
or striving, just turning turning
turning but not bending towards delight.
exactly
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