praying for               

           for nervous system – 

systemic structural failure. 

Yes, that would fix me. 

I need to shake; 

               giggle while getting under covers

gone awry, gone off the rails 

vibrate and burrow down through 

                    the core of the Earth into space,

a new wormhole, follow me. 

Begin: 

 

Curl your toes, 

                    yawn

now relevé , Caffeine Hummingbird Arms 

down into the back of your knees; 

                    an empathic feeling

as someone approaches a cliffside 

kick them, 

            your foot wakes you

from sleep-vertigo

tightly wind yourself 

               around your 

feelings for other beings, 

now give into trembling. 

don't try to speak, 

         let your self speak

let yourself sing

that one special pitch

          when you swallow the all-real-good 

and tears are deep breaths exhaled. 

Yes, this would fix me.