flung open

i want to lay
like a lamp
never unfurling
it isn't true
but i do want rest
and light,
light rest

to say one thing
is the only reason
is untrue, the floor keeps
falling

the scene in "notorious"
when the two leads kiss
and then all the doors
in one's subconscious,
a corridor,
fling open

it's in black and white,
yes shadows, gradations,
light, and still how i wished
for such a dramatic
unshuttering